Suzanne</font></b><b><font face="Verdana" size="3">'s Story

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Well, at least there is somewhere for people to go with RA. I am 36yrs. old I have 5 children and 30 horses in my care. I wake up on a daly basis and am in pain from am to pm. I have only been diagnosed for 1 month but I probably have had it for 6 months. I am only on Celbrex but I think I am going to tell my doctor I will start Metatroxate. He left it up to me to decide.(like that was easy).My family is great and so is my husband. He does everything for me on bad days. I really love him. But I can't get past this really, really sad felling and I seem to cry all the time. How is it that a person can be so strong all there life and all of a sudden become the weakest person they know. I'm afraid its all down hill from here. I will never give up my working with horses I'm just going to have to change how I do it. I wish the feeling of dreading the mornings would go away. I think this is only the start to the problems. I've had Cervical Cancer I thought winning that battle was enough(Iguess it wasn't). I am still really strong its just on the inside only now. So I'm sure like all of you I will get through it too!  I can't believe the amount of people out there that have it. This site was really helpful for me today Cause I was really felling bad. Thanks for listening.

God Bless

Suzanne