i got to page 2, and then was tired, lol. I'm like buckeye, i haven't been on for awhile, bc
sometimes ... i get scared, really scared.. when i hear things about Ra happening, for
instance, i never knew your jaw could be affected.
I came back posted a little bit, but felt.. apart.. ignored and thats simply me being silly.. or not, lol.
Shugs death has shaken me, i missed out on a lot of her posts and getting to know her.
She was warm , caring and barely knew me.
I DID get to go fly up from ca, to Spokane & Seattle, to visit both parents.
Lovely visit, and it was beautiful, esp the fall leafs in Seattle, all that rain.
I came home, feeling alive, more energized.. been fighting depression very badly, this year.
Started on Embrel, couple months ago..tonight i was told, medicaid/care .. sigh, didn't approve this last round..
its weird, bc the Embrel is helping, i'm not hurting that much, not bad at all. Was able to walk a lot more then usual, meaning a block or so. I used the wheelchairs and have to say
ALASKAN AIRLINES, has the best wheelchair service!! They were GREAT!!
just for reference, if it helps anyone :).
Spokane, didn't hurt at all, just flying into Seattle, i could feel my joints aching, only there 3 days and just beautiful, country drives.
My problem is exhaustion and thats soo boring,... so I don't write as much and i just don't have the energy to post... and to read all the time... There are a lot of great people here, great post Snowowl, i've missed you, waving hi!
Mentally, i'm fine, well maybe not, i don't know... the fatigue is depressing! lol and ack..
i have tons of projects, i helped my care giver (and luckily friend).. help straighten up the house last night, needed lots of vicodin after!
Life is pretty good, but man this fatigue/ exhaustion blows.. i'm in bed by nine and sorry, if i'm feeling sorry for myself, i'm more frustrated then anything.
I wish everyone well, and good things. I do like this forum :)
Blessings joy
Whispered~