Good Morning my AI Famliy...
Have you ever had one of those morning you woke up mad you had RA?
Well today is that morning for me. I know this afflection will pass...I have had a doozy of a month. I am ready for it to be over. Test after Test, Set Back After Set Back...I HATE MTX...And I know as a Christian that is a strong word. I know this med helps to keep my body together...Yet...I have no energy, my stomach is nauseated, and I am so tired of not having the energy to do simple things like dressing without having to rest.
I know in whom I trust and that is in the LORD. It is just one of those days for me...and I am allowed to have one of those days...
Does it get better...where I won't feel like this? When I think I have beaten the feeling of anger it surfaces again. It could be months and I won't feel a thing. I will just go on about my daily routine. Then...wham...it comes back and I want to scream, REAL LOUD, IT HATE THIS DISEASE!
I know we have all gone through this...maybe it is because I have had a tough month. And after this test is over...I won't feel like this.
So, with all that said...I will feel like I feel, but not let it consume me!
THIS TOO SHALL PASS!
I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. I do however wake up with these type of thoughts and feelings......I always try to remind myself that it could be much worse, I could have cancer or something, somedays it helps, other days it doesn't.
Heres hoping your day gets better
Hope you feel better soon,
Kieye