Today, part of the basement flooded and daughter
and the clock says it is 9:09 A/M
Was your daughter hurt?
I'm sorry to hear about your recent troubles. Here's to hoping 2008 brings you some better luck.
Oh my...I hope she is ok, and I am glad to see that she is getting in with the OB.
The basement will wait....just take care of you and your daughter.
Jode,
It does end but you have to let it. You are carrying around your own dark cloud. You have already accepted the belief that tomorrow will be as bad as today and probably even worse than today, that's a defeatest attitude and a sure one way ticket to depression and panic and anxiety attacks. It's time to get rid of that cloud. Generally a cloud can only stop an amount of sunshine that it can stay between you and the sun, it's that simple. If the cloud won't move then you will have to. It's so refreshing to see you be such a big person as to apologise for the things you said against your mom even tho she probably deserved at least some of it, not all of it but hurt, anger and passion usually push us (including moms) past deserves, know what i mean? Talk with your family and let them know that you want to make some changes that should benifit all of you and ask for their help, input and time. Tomorrow morning, before you get up, count your blessings, one by one. Realize how good you really are. Know that tomorrows will be good. Remember to smile at even strangers (good strangers, avoid bad ones) and remember to always realize how many others have even bigger problems than you do. Relax, what's the worst that can happen? So what? Then what? Big deal. Oh well. Don't forget to start singing a happy song and remember...........the sun will come out tomorrow, bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow will be better than today, tomorrow.................... Somewhere in a book is this promise, "there will be whole days at a time that I am not near you but as sure as the lightning streaks across the sky, I am always with you." I know that good things are coming your way, please be patient.
LEV
Yes it is pooring down rain here and has been all night. So warm for JAnuary. I do hope your daughter is alright. We do worry so about our children. Especially in her condition. Maybe time to tell her to take it easy for a bit.I have had those days you would have been better off staying in bed. I think they happen to keep us on our toes and to appreciate all of the quieter easier days. Sometimes they just happen. Red sky in the morning. It was to warm yesterday for January i knew God was coming to town with his rainbows and all. Rain is still coming down hard. I have a particular amount of respect for gods weather. Remember Moses. I do believe that he likes to take the credit for the weather that is why he shows us so many signs. I really do not believe the weather was not your fault Jode. Thats my opinion. Your bloodpressure is to high and you need to work on your health first. You have a very serious health issue going on. Who i say, Who is the world going to judge if you have a heart attack or stroke. My son is staying with me he has other places to be. He does not want me alone. Some days he is a real pain. I do not want me alone. When he leaves i may go with him i just do not have the energy to move today. I like my independence. I crave my independence. I have lost my independence. It has been the most frustrating part of it all. This disease is a mental challenge as much if not more than as a physical challenge. It takes alittle longer than we would like to get our meds right. And physical health first, you pray you do not loose your mental health in the progress and it all takes time. Our goal to be a healthy active independent person able to give forth to society takes a little longer than we like sometimes. It seems to never end but it makes us stronger and more compassionate in the end. As when we go threw only is when we understand what others have indured. You get your bloodpressure under control and do what your doctors say. Then we worry about the other stuff. Just my opinion. That days like this are to remind you to slow down and look around you. Take it slow walk don't run it is safer that way. Tell your daughter she also needs to slow down. Prayers, and hugs.Jodie take a deep breath and hold on it will get better hope your daughter is alright xoxoxox meme