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HI guys, sorry but I need to vent!

I am so sick of waking up unrefreshed, I am so sick of wanting to do things but not having any energy to do it.

I am so sick of making plans and then having to cancel them.  I am so sick of being in pain and having to take so many meds that help but don't get rid of the pain.

I am so sick of being irritated by my children making noise while they are only playing.

I am so sick of feeling like crap, of being obese of not being in control of my body and looking like crap. 

I am so sick of eating not so healthily because I can't shop for much in my scooter and for not having the energy to even plan a meal let alone cook it!

I am so sick of not being able to exercise or play in the back yard with my kids. 

I guess that is enough, for now!

I am going back to bed, I am sick of that too.

Regards Janie. Good Night Janie,

 
I've had days like you describe too- I even feel sick of myself and can't get away from me.
 
Hope tomorrow is a better day!
I'm sorry too, Janie, it sucks, but hang in there. Things are bound to turn for the better.
May tomorrow be a day that you actually feel decent!
take care
Feel better soon Janie! Aw, Janie, honey. I am just so sorry. Glad you vented though. I feel very, very similar at the moment. I so relate to your vent. I think I am going to have to do my own very soon. Wow, Janie you're having a really bad time.  I'm so sorry. Hi Janie
 
Just checking in to see if your mood lifted- hoping so!
Oh Janie, feel better soon!!! Sucks to feel this way, I know. It will get better for you!!So so sorry you are feeling this way. Everyone is treating me so well at my sons. His family is great. I feel like they will get tired of me. But they have only been just wonderful. It is amazing i have been eating well for a week and only because someone else has done the shopping and the cooking. I know exactly how you feel. I had to make a change because my life just had stalled and it was to deppressing for me. To scary. I still have fibro pain and kidney pain and fatique. people have trouble waking me to take my Provigil. I will eventually get my own place near by I hope. But for now i feel so blessed to have good people helping me out.Hugs, and more hugs!
 
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Thankyou so much guys, I still feel rotten, it is now 2.15pm in Australia, I am still in my nightie and have just taken my third Endone since 10am, I know that is more than I am allowed but one just doesn't cut it.  I see my GP tomorrow for my regular MTX shot and I am waiting for my referral to a private pain clinic.  What has upset me most is that apparently my RA is not what is causing all the pain but the osteoarthritis, so my dream of finding a Dmard to offer relief isn't going to relieve this pain.  My GP alos tells me I may have gout and I am so incredibly thirsty and going to the toilet heaps that maybe the diabetes is coming now, she said all the books say I will get diabetes after 8 years on steroids.  See what I mean, I am so sick of it all!  Thanks again from Janie. ((((janie))))Clean your soul, what's so hard about it? Quit cryin'.Janie, ignore Lev (you know he's full of crap and a meanie anyway, right?)


*hugs* Vent all you need to, it's therapeutic sometimes, isn't it? You could be extra thirsty because of the pain meds, and the pain. So don't get too worked up over the diabetes thing just yet. You have enough on your plate w/o that mess.

What is the usual course of treatment for pain with OA? Has anyone even talked about it with you yet? Maybe you could start some on-line research and go from there with your docs. Being pro-active might help you get outa "the funk" I know sometimes it works for me. :) Hang in there!!
Thankyou everyone for being so supportive as usual, it is much appreciated and I have checked out with my GP and rheumy what the treatment for OA is, its pretty much anti-inflammatories and pain relievers.  I can't take antiinflammatories anymore so makes life a bit difficult, I guess I am just on a downer, don't worry I will get through it as I know there are so many people worse off than me.

 As for Lev, what a loser? I can't believe it still posts on a support group, goes to show some people have no lives and are so unhappy that they try to make life miserable for others.  Never mind I will pray for IT.  Maybe there is hope!  Regards Janie. 

Jainiefx,

I stand by what I said. Quit your crying. Cleanse your soul. Does crying and whining get you anywhere? Do the hugs and sympathy from these fellow members get you anywhere? Of course not. I can read and feel your anger and your hate. This is what you wrote concerning me:

"As for Lev, what a loser? I can't believe it still posts on a support group, goes to show some people have no lives and are so unhappy that they try to make life miserable for others.  Never mind I will pray for IT.  Maybe there is hope!  Regards Janie."
 
The hate and the anger that you direct at me is the same anger and hate you direct at others even loved ones because you are miserable. I'm not unhappy or miserable. I can assure you that my life is quite good, finacially I'm good. I am physically fit and capable of physical activities.
 
Just what is an IT, Janie? Seems to me that you should pray for IT and you. You don't need prayer do you? Everything is good right Janie? You hate being obese but you don't hate it enough to not eat as much today as you did yesterday. I know that it seems that losing weight takes forever and it does take time but you and I and everyone can do it. Just a few less calories today and just a small amount of extra movement and energy burn does the trick. When you cleanse your soul you will lose the hate and the anger and be able to do constructive things to change the things that make you miserable. Crying and whining will get you knowwhere, no place, no how. Cleanse your soul and start taking charge of the things you want changed and know that they can be accomplished and even your kids will once again be a joy to you because you will be a joy to them.
 
If instead you prefer to call me names and try to put me down and it makes you feel good for a moment, go ahead, doesn't bother me one bit or affect my non-miserable life. This forum is for support and includes support while we and you get better and better or you can just stay the same and keep on crying and see what sympathy does to improve your well being. I read somewhere that toxins are eliminated through tears so at least there is some small benifit to crying.
 
Regards to you Janiefx...................................................................IT
Lev, when you tell someone to cleanse their soul, what exactly are you suggesting they do?  I mean, how do you think one would go about doing that?What a LOSER?  Psychiatric ward would be a great option for IT.  Got it?
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