In Between: From 30 to 34, my life changed significantly. I was adjusting to life with Fibro. Too fatigued and sore to do much, I was still working full-time, with a short commute (after my divorce), no longer active with anything I didn't absolutely have to be. Shopping trips, for example, were based on necessity only, because they became physically demanding. I got a disabled parking tag, but only used it on days that were really bad.
The Change: At 35, it was a few months before my (second) wedding, when my appendix burst. Many long weeks between the hospital and home recovering, being bombarded with all sorts of antibiotics, not moving around too much. After I recovered I started noticing non-fibro symptoms like hands that stayed numb, stiff and swollen for hours after I woke up.
Now: At 37, I am out on disability and on narcotics for the pain. In addition to all my meds and such, I've been doing aquatic physical therapy but it isn't helping very much. I'm still looking for the right treatments, and am starting Orencia tomorrow. And I'm still hoping to be able to go back to work before I lose my job. It is rare for me to go out shopping because it is such an ordeal. I almost always park in a disabled parking spot now. I even purchased a used scooter for myself for things like day trips (had a wonderful one at Longwood Gardens last year that I couldn't have done without my scooter). My days consist of rest, reading, tasks I can do sitting at the computer (paying bills, for example), stretching, doctor and physical therapy appointments, some occasional errands, and spending time with my husband. And posting here.
I don't think my experience is average, and it is definitely complicated by the Fibro and DDD. In fact, I have clearance from my docs for exercise only in the water, so that definitely limits things. I certainly hope there are lots and lots of people with RA who are too busy living their lives to be able to partipate here. I'm hoping to be one, one of these days!
good post .. some interesting replies.. wonderwoman i like
your age reply .. 48 ish.. lol.. i allso second what buckeye
said about the less affected by ra are to busy doing other things..
ok here is my bit.. i know i posted my meds but not in exact order..
i worked on the building sites all my life.. 15 hrs a day 7 days a week
i was super fit.. then started getting swelling and pain in my knee
my gp run blood tests and i was diagnosed whith ra..
never heard of it.. a gp at my surgery run a rheumatology clinic..
he started me on salazorpyrin and prednisone 7.5mg ..
things started to worsen and mtx replacd salozapyrin
still on pred.. this combo kept me in work for 4yrs
with increases of mtx to the max... at this point i could no longer
pick up sledge hammer let alone swing one..friends were dressing me for work
and basically bluffing my way.. my gp said it was time to go to a rheumatology
hospital.. so i got a appt date and booked 2wks holidays.. i thought
get some new meds and go back to work.. but when i see the rheumatologist
he run xrays and bloods .. i could barely move.. he said no more work..
of any kind.. he said just going to work and going home would would flare my condition
he diagnosed severe erosive ra all my joints were ruined at this stage..
he started me on arava along whith the pred... i contacted my company
who sent me my cards and said bye bye.. i took legal advice about my
redundancy pay.. but was told because the hospital medically retired me
they did not have to pay me.. i should have sat on he sick and let the company
do it... any ways from ra onset 13yrs ago i have worst erosions are
erosions jaw
shoulders
elbows
wrists near fused and osteoarthritis in them
hips
knees
ankles
smaller joints have fared out better than larger joints ie fingers
secondarey arthritis of the spine
slight instabilityof the neck locks when i bend foreward and i gently crack it to release it.
awaiting scan on leg muscles
allso have ruptured tendon on thumb .. just hangs down
the swelling is not near as bad any more but is all in my chest back and neck
with slight inflamation in other joints..which is why i do not qualify for anti tnf
biologics..allso due to bad reactions on meds they are worried about
allergic reaction...
anyways.. i still get about .. slowly but im still standing..would love to get back to work
i attempt bits and peices and am very carefull whith my hands
self taught on the pc and know every peice of it..
used to fish a lot but only managed 2 times last year.
hope to go more this year... anyways thats me...
Boney
oh when my job went so did all my mates...
Boney,
My heart goes out to you. I don't understand that you don't qualify for Anti-TNF drugs because you have "slight" inflammation. Shouldn't you qualify based on the fact that you DO have inflammation? Considering it sounds like your quality of life is significantly impaired, I'd risk the allergic reaction too. When I had my first shot of Enbrel, I had to give it to myself at my RD's office and hang around there for a while just in case I had a reaction.
[QUOTE=kweenb]Boney,
My heart goes out to you. I don't understand that you don't qualify for Anti-TNF drugs because you have "slight" inflammation.[/QUOTE]
That's the problem today. RA doctors believe so differently in things. Mine thinks fibro is just in the head and not something real and ignores any natural approach to medicine. She also needs proof, in numbers, if it's not there, then it doesn't exist.
Some think ibuprofen will help, others want to jump to biologics, all doctors are different, we just hope we get one that is right.
hi queenb. here in the uk anti tnf- biologics are paid for by the local authority...
so a person has to score well on the d.a.s thing.. i refused to drop my pred rapidly
to make myself worse.. i scored quite low.. but back neck jaw and the inflamation in my lower legs did not count.. even though they had to give me steroid inject to stop my legs
burning and calm my back.. 2 rheumatologist have put me foreward...
on my last visit the nurse who does the das score.. told my wife they are frightend
to give it to me because of past history.. im not happy as i was in whith the doc
at the time. and should have been discussed whith me . i originally opted for humira
as it was pen inject... eventually these meds will come in tablet form and available
to all... it is a tough call whith these meds .. i would like to see goverments curb
these extortionate prices.. i mean people whith cancer but cant have meds
what is going on?
Boney
Hi all,
My life has changed dramatically since the onet of my symptoms a few months ago. Before then I was working, runnning the home, decorating, gardening, generally being 'super woman', and now I get so very tired just doing the slightest thing.
Even having sex has turned into a 'comedy sketch'!!
But i think that compared to most I have got mild symptoms.............so for now I shall continue to smile
Things haven't changed so much for me now that I'm on meds that work. Occasional flares, but other than that I am active, healthy and happy. I've only been in it for a year though.
And yes, Pip is fabulously gorgeous. :) Believe me, everyone'd be jealous if you saw her.
Linncn2008-04-08 13:42:25I'm awfully early into this since it's only been since 11/07. I don't know how loud I should talk.
I've been in a pissy mood and kind of feeling sorry for myself even though I have no right - I'm doing awfully good compared to almost everyone on this board. For that I say shame on me.
After having a horrific onset which hobbled me- I made a strong comeback and for the first 2 months I was so thankful for every little thing. I had a new perspective about what was important and what wasn't. It was a very good way to be.
Now I find myself cursing my stiff, clumsy hands for dropping things and knocking things over. I'm irritated at my crickety, sore neck at night. I want a martini damn you MTX! I don't want to go to bed yet-fatigue- I still have things I HAVE to do and there are some things I still WANT to do before I say good night. I don't want to have this fear that the bad pain is going to come back again everytime I have an achey day. I hate having a pill box full of pills. I hate swallowing the big calcium pills twice a day. I hate the prednisone for robbing me of my self control with my eating and I hate the way my clothes are all snug.
OK I'm done my pity party. Sorry for being a jerk. I really do have a lot to be thankful for. I hope I didn't jinx myself.
Everyone has those days and there is nothing wrong with it. Its ok to be struggling with it. With time you kind of get use to it. But I understand. Sometimes I am happy because I got it young because I don't know what it is like to be without it. While other times I am very resentful because I haven't been able to experience some things, while some of you got it later in life and had to cope with what you can do now and what you use to be able to do. I have always hurt, always been a pharmacy, and have had to deal with it and accept it to a point. I am still looking for my cure and rejoice on good days and cry on bad days. But its my life, and I have other very wonderful things in my life.
I'm too new to even know if I'm here for the duration or whether I'll be back doing everything again soon. Having been out of full-time work for nearly a year though, my life is different. I am actually grateful that God chose to pull the rug out from under me. I've learned far more than I could have ever learned at my jobs. It's helped me to focus on what matters. It's not about what I can't do anymore or what I should be able to do now or what I would like to do if circumstances allow it in the future. It's not even about what I get done today. It's about living today.
Most people never take the time to ask themselves what they are doing or why they are doing it. Or whether they should be doing something else.
I still have the same core needs that I had when I got sick. I am still the same person and enjoy many of the same things I have for years. I just have a different perspective about how I choose to respond to life.
I live for today, don't think about the past and the future is just that, the future. Due to RA/PsA and complications I had to retire and my DH retired at the same time. We're now traveling and we do what we want. It's been a challenge to travel through out Canada, USA, Mexico, and South America but we're determined to do it. We've covered small areas of all 4 and will continue, as long as I can continue. So yes, RA gave me a whole new life and whole new set of challenges but I'm up to the challenges. Lindy
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