well good news is asthma is a little better-not better enough though cause ihave to go back to the doctors next week but i personally think its a ok. bad news is im flaring BAD. stuff that never used to hurt hurts like my neck, shoulders and even back. i am having trouble sitting through class because of how uncomfortable i am sitting. not to say my legs and arms arent killing me either i cant fall asleep cause i hurt too, and i wake up in pain. my doc put me back on mtx ive just been off a month. i want to go on prednisone but she didnt wnt to do it. i want a magic drug i want to be all better and normal and feel like a real 20 year old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know that wont happen so i at least want a med that makes a nice dent in stufff!!!!!! was so bad that i was crying/on verge all day long.......now i really want to hold a baby or puppy :( warm cuddly things really do make you feel better at least emotionally!Oh so sorry Mermaid. I wish you lived close we have all kinds of kittens to hold and love. One of our cats had 2 two days ago, and other cat had 2 yesterday. We live in the boondocks in the cornfields and they are outside cats cuz' I am so allergic.