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Later today I go for the results of my Echocardiogram I had done wednesday. And of course to complain about this water rentension I have going on.

 
Getting an echocardiogram is a very exposed procedure
 
I just hope my heart is ok. The techs really did not say much about it like they did the other 2 I had done. After the tech was done the other 2 times she said they looked good. This time... NOTHING. I did notice when she got down to the bottom left side, my heart beat pattern was way different than the others. It was normal beats and then a dip down and then a dip up and then normal beats... the green heatbeat lines that scroll across the bottom of the screen.
 
Oh well... I am not even going to worry about any of it. Because knowing me and my luck, I will be told something is wrong with my heart and surgery is needed. Seems that is how everything has been going lately. Broke my elbow Oct '06 and was thinking going to get just a cast.... NOPE WRONG.... surgery was needed the very next day. Been to the ER twice in less than 6 months. And so on and so on.
 
I will be REALLY surprised if my doctor says the echo looked good. Because that green line was so different then the other areas. But I am not going to worry about it, as I have decided this is not my year to move forward to having "good" health
 
I go to RD's the 17th and then I get to go to the Thyroid Dr the 21st. Sure is going to be a VERY interesting month, but not half as interesting as LAST MONTH! Nope I do not think anything can top last month. Well... maybe if I had another stroke, than it would make this month the MOST interesting month of the year. Do they even make an award for the "most interesting month of the year"?
 
But of course, there is a bright side to all of this.... the ole RA is doing ok. I can tell the Remicade is wearing off. I need to take pain pills before going to sleep at night, because of my right hip and left ankle hurting and a few other places hurting. It kinda seems so small compared to everything else going on right now. I guess that is because the Remicade is helping me a great bit. I am going to have to reschedule my upcoming Remicade infusion, if I get to keep taking it. So, I am guessing by the time I get my next infusion... I should be hurtin', swelled, and stiff by then.
 
Yeah.... I think I liked it better when all I "had wrong" with me was J/RA. I think I am not going to get along with this getting older business.
 
I have been thinking to myself lately... that every day I am getting closer to death. Which is true. No beating it.
 
Oh and Grandpa comes to eat dinner with us. I SWEAR! That the color blue makes him talk about death or how someone died. Our dining room walls are blue. He comes over to eat and throughout the whole meal he talks about someone's death anniversary or how someone died. But if he is at the in-laws house, their dining room walls are beige, he does not mention anything with the hint of death. Except! Last Saturday. But everyone he was facing at the table was wearing BLUE! And then the other weekend before that... we were at in-laws eating and grandpa starting talking about someone who died to FIL... and guess what color shirt FIL had on... BLUE! Grandpa did not tell anyone else in the room what he told FIL who was wearing the blue shirt. Nope... any other time Grandpa has to make sure he tells everyone in the same room what he just told someone else. But not that time!
 
Yep... I am throughly convinced that the color BLUE triggers Grandpa to talk about death. And he KEEPS hexing my poor kitty, too. Telling son he is going to kill her by doing something.
 
Sorry... so long. If ya made it down this far thanks for reading. HI Joonie, I pray and hope that all is well with your ECG, who knows it may be something minor, I hope you get a clean bill of health very soon, if you get my meaning.  I can understand how you feel about your FIL and the subject of death!  How depressing, unfortunately when they get older, it is going on all around them, my poor Dad has no-one left, and he has been to that many funerals, it must be so frightening.  I would just gently change the subject or tell him you'd rather focus on good news as you struggle enough as it is.  Best of luck Joonie, hope everything goes well, love Janie. Joonie...I hope all is ok with you and I hope you are doing ok with all of this.  OMG, you have had a lot on your plate this month.  I hope it gets a whole lot better in a short amount of time.  Hang in there darlin'.Good luck today. Hopefully they will determine what is causing these problems and then--fix it!Good luck...will be thinking of you!!!Boob-mooning...I love it! You are going through a period where you just have to put one foot in front of the other and take one day at a time...sure hope things get easier for you soon. You certainly have had your share. Prayers going up that you turn the corner to good health.
 
How would you like to have a mom who talks about her own death everytime you get together with her? She is 79 and in good health but she pulls out all the papers to show me where they are, and who to call and who gets what, etc. etc. She lives 1200 miles away so when I last visited and went to church with her she wanted to show me where she will be buried and they already have the marker with her name on it (? yuck?) So she says do you want someone to take our pictures while we stand by it? I'm like- no. She lives in a retirement neighborhood so they all come over and talk death and operations all day long....
Hey Biscuit....hope this ecg shows all is well. But even if it doesn't at least they'll know and be able to take action.  I'll be waiting to hear how it went, be sure to post when you can
 
Yeah, that is an odd thing about Grandpa.  You need to test your hypothisis.
 
Hang in there my friend. 
joonie, I am praying you get good news this afternoon! Don't forget to come back and let us know what the doc says.
 
Hmm....I wonder what it is about the color blue???? My fil will only wear that color and he is turning 90 this year. They are having a huge family reunion in his honor and we will not be able to attend because of finances
 
I know studies have been done about what colors make you hungry, agressive, sleepy, spendy, etc. All very interesting. I thought blues made you overactive and excited, I guess I am wrong.
Best of luck with all of your tests Joonie.  You have certainly been put thru the wringer lately, but at least you can joke about it.  Wishing you nothing but good news!

Huggin ya~~~~~~~

I hope you get some of the answers you're looking for and it's all good news.  Joonie,
 
Hope your test results are very good.   I have found you cannot read much into how the test was done or the tech's reaction.   No use in trying to figure it out.  If the last 2 came out OK odds are that this one will also be OK.  
 
As you know, I have also had several new chronic illnesses pop up as of late and it can be depressing.  I say lots of prays and keep my focus on the things I can control, like trying to take my meds, diet and excercise.  I also babysit my 2 little granddaughters which really takes my mind off of things.
 
You and I have lots in common it seems.   I am constantly subjected to my 72 year old mothers depressing comments about dying and who has died recently and all of the details of the death itself.   I was complaining about my mom to my sister the other day and she said she told my mom about a year ago she did not want to hear about all of that stuff.   So I guess I was the one person my mom felt she could talk to about all of this gory stuff.   I finally told her that the reason I don't like being around her was because of all the "death talk."   She has been lots better since then.   Maybe you could ask your grandpa to stop with all the disturbing talk.
Joonie
Relativeopathy is a genetic disorder. Wow, Joon. I hope you get all the answers at these next appointments. *hugs*Oh, Joonie Honey! You sure have got a lot to deal with, don't you? I must have missed reading about your stroke, Sweetie. What caused it, do they know?
You have been in my thoughts and prayers a lot lately. It worries me, that you are so young and having to deal with so much.
 
Please know my heart is with you. Let us know what you find out, when you feel like it. You have a lot of people here, who are wishing you the best and saying prayers for you.
 
Take care! Much love, Nini
Hello Everyone. Thanks for the replies and prayers and well wishes.
 
GP said it looked ok. He asked me a bunch of questions like if I get out of breath, have chest pains... you know the normal questions.
 
He said I clearly am still having palpatations. My pulse is still high. It was 122 today. My BP was 118/78.
 
I told him about how my chest feels like something is on it, but only when I get shortness of breath, he said it will do that.
 
I told him about my water retension he said he did not feel he should give me a diaretic, because it might be a symptom of something else and he does not want to get rid of too many of my symptoms until I get to see the Thyroid doctor.
 
He changed me to Coreg from Coreg CR. He told me to finish what I have of the CR and then start the new. I will be taking Coreg 2 times a day, when I finish the CR.
 
Seems GP thinks my problems lie with the nodules on my thyroid. At least that is what he made it seem like to me & hubby. Hubby went with me... YAY!!
 
They are going to fax my file to my RD and Thyroid doctor tomorrow. So... hopefully next Thursday I will get some more insight from RD.
 
I go back to GP on May 8th for a follow up.
 
I am happy to hear nothing wrong with my heart.
 
Just glad to not hear bad news for once. Well... it is bad news, but it could have been worse.
 
I think he bumped me up to 50mg of Coreg a day. I was at 40mg. But my BP still gets a little whacky. Like yesterday... I could tell it was up most of the day, because my vision was more blurry and my face was more red. And when I checked my BP 2 times yesterday they were pre-hypertension, but my pulse was fine.
 
It is just weird how my pulse can be fine but my BP be high, or vice versa. Just seems odd to me. But I am a odd person, why not my heart being odd too? It's great the the echo came back good. Good news.
I'm scheduled to have one on Monday, and didn't realize I'll be boob mooning the techs, thanks for the warning!
Good luck with the thyroid doc...hopefully you'll get some answers there.
Keep us posted Joonie! So far so good- hope it continues in that direction!Joonie: Since your TSH levels were normal last August and continue to be don't be assuming you will have to endure a needle biopsy. Remember your RD isn't the endocrinologist. There are a number of other procedures which will quite likely happen before a biopsy is considered.
I was one of the lucky ones in that I recovered and have lived a full life after thyroid cancer. The survival rate of those having anaplastic(sp) thyroid cancer is low, usually less than a year after dxd. Anyway, the biopsy was the last procedure before surgery.
We all understand your concerns but you don't do yourself any good by looking for and assuming the worst will happen to you. You don't need sympathy but empathy. Take Care
hi joonie sorry never read the loooong post.. only read up to the
booby.. mooning.. Glad to hear things went well.
 
Sure wish I still had a Grandpa to come to dinner. Any Grandparent for that matter.

Watching Wolf - My GP told me that they will biopsy the nodules. Because the nodules at 1cm are now suppose to be biopsied. That is what he said. He said that if they were under 1cm they would just watch them, but since they are both 1cm that it is standard that they biopsy them.  When GP said biopsy them, I was ready to ask my questioin of "How long after having a Nuclear Medicine Scan can you have another one?" Because the ultrasound tech she said that they would need to determine what type of nodules they were and she said they would probably do a nuclear medicine scan. But nope she was wrong.

I can see in the mirror where my neck looks puffy in the front. I just thought before it was fat
 
Lovie - He is not my grandpa, it is hubby's grandpa. Grandpa is a little on the nutty side. He has been since I have known him for almost 12 years now. Hubby says he thinks grandpa has been like that his whole life. I like Grandpa and all, but he demands too much attention. And if you do not give him attention voluntarily, he will make you give it to him. I would try to ignore him, but he talks so loud that he is all I hear, even if I am in my room, I can hear him talking. Let's put it this way... if I were to talk to a deaf person.... I would be able to hear him. Or he will talk until I acknowledged him.
 
It is just something about how loud grandpa talks that makes me really nervous & agitated. It is like how I get when hubby has the radio on in the car. It is all I hear and bounces around in my head. It makes me nervous and agitated. I do not know why I get like that, but I do. Loud people or music just sound much louder to me than it does to anyone else.
 
Like my daughter, I have to tell her to stop talking because to me she is talking "loud" and if I do not tell her to stop talking "loud", I will not be able to concentrate on what she is saying, but just that she is talking "loud" and only the first things she says to me is rattaling around in my brain, so I have no idea what else she has said.
 
Like if hubby has his music on in the car... I will be fine for the first few mins and then I start to feel nervous and agitated. We will be going down the road and I will start out by being "jumpy" at every little thing. If hubby gets close to going off the road I will cover my eyes and turn away then hubby will ask me why I was jumpy, I then tell him why and then he says I have attitude. If the kids are in the back seat and one of them yells I will jump and cover my eyes and then I tell them both to sit there and be quite.
 
It is hard to explain just how "loud" people, sounds, or things mess with me and how I can turn really nervous & agitated. I have always been like this since I was a kid. I use to stay in my room, because of people, sounds, or things being "loud".
 
Going to church I can do, but once they get to the singing part, it starts to make me feel the way I described above.

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