Isn't it weird, that after 3-4 yrs, i should know when i'm back in a flare again..
i'm pretty sure i am, i just HURT!!
and we're having heat and santa ana winds and just read that my city is in the top 10 for allergies,.
my little baby, my cat, her eyes were sooo weepy, earlier today, I haven't even opened the windows all day, just kept the fans on.
Change of weather , always makes me sick too.
Went to take a nap at 2 and woke up at 9 pm!!!
you know the thing, that gets me, is that for the first time, in ages, about 2-3 wks ago, i was actually able to walk in a regular supermarket, no wheelchair..
then BAM!!.. i'm hit..started about a wk ago, actually..
just walked around the apts parking lot w/ a friend
(who is soooooo unsupportive of me.. she complains about pain, but umm was able to pick up 2 concrete blocks and pull them w/ a shopping cart... riiiiiiiight.
i'd be in bed, for a wk, doing that, just walking around the apt complex and its small!! put me in a definate flare, i guess.. its soo frustrating and i'm on a major opiate now, called Opana, its a time released med, but i'm also having to taking Vicodin, bc the pain is soo bad and it woke me up the other night..
i always get weepy , when i'm sick, so i'm venting
and i'm sooo freaking tired!!
just ow... i need a hug, i feel pathetic asking,
but i hate this and just realized, trying to plan a vacation, first time in yrs.. that its going to be a lot harder then i thought.... reality.. ugh..
thanks for listening!!
gentle hugs to all~
Thank goodness for my cats, my babies, they are a true blessing!!
hi whispered .. the problem whith feeling good after a long period of being