bback again, nauseous.. weight.. RA | Arthritis Information

hi guys, I was doing better for awhile, plus took 2 vacations..

(first time in over 5 yrs, a vacation)

I was still fatigued, but managed to get lots of needed sleep, in w/ the visiting.. all i needed really .. the good 12 hrs, plus, lol

but.. i can't remember the lyric to the song "back again"..

I'm getting hit really hard /& hurt lately, nausueous, the RA flu, (was in denial , just thought flu, )..

and overwhelming fatigue..

The weight is becoming.. becoming??? LOL.. an even bigger problem, bc the only thing that my tummy feels good on , is just bread and butter.. (please no details.. just wobbly tummy is more then enough info :P lol)

and i can't sleep at night, even w/ all the tons of bipolar meds, i take.. but i'm exhausted anyway....

it was just sooo nice, to not feel sooo uggy allllll the freaking time ya know.. and coming back in

to my life. Slamming..

just sucks..

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Also, when i was on vacation, i was like "finally" having a "normal life", out and about doing things, a CAR.. either rented or friends/ sisters , ya know..

i did have some flares.. tho.. and it was easier to identify where they came from.. when you're staying w/ someone..

Like my knee one day, started aching really bad.. and she said she noticed, i had a hard time, getting up, from the ground..

and before she could help me, i was up..

but its soooooooooooooo frustrating.. and please don't mention the pool.. . so no exercise either, which does make it worse.. oh plus heat.. sorry just having a moan..

i hate this disease.. this creature who won't leave and is always lurking and skulking about, ya know?

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anyway, to get my next RItuxan Infusion, (overdue, last 2 were in Jan), I have to find an agency that will help pay the 3,000 co pay for the ridicioulsly high 15,000 for one infusion.

I think i'll find someone

and i hope the rest of you have been doing better or managing.. thanks for listening!

blessings and joy~

I've been struggling with a wobbly stomach too which my doctor's say is prednisone related...I've cut way back on calories and have been walking with no result. It's so frustrating because I'm so freaking tired I really have to push myself to do the walk and then...nothing.

Hope you find the cash for your infusion!!!!

wobbly stomach and almsot everything here! UGH.

good to hear from you..

Good to see ya back again. Bad to hear you are having so many problems. Have you tried the drug thing that Montel Williams is pushing? Help me out here guys. I can't remember the name.

I wish you luck and hope you find the help you need.

take care