OT-and just life vent | Arthritis Information

Well no internet for a few days. Didn't think i would make it. So I left the house and socialized a bit.

My conclusion is that i feel safer, maybe I mean more content?, with my computer than with real people. LOL

And nothing against men. I am working on a family project. Buisness with male family members and non family members also male. Non family members I am getting more respect from than the men in my family. You know that frustrated feeling when you are sure steam is coming out of the top of your head.

I can move mountains some days. Not everyday, but some. I like to at least have a bit of respect when I do. But alass i am the one that has to get everyone to agree and be happy. So I cooled off and worked it out tactfully.

It felt like how did you do this? How can you come in as the hero of the day? We were planning on cutting you out. But it felt more like because of my gender than my disease.

Still have a few bumps to work out. But i may get it all worked out. It was exhausting and i am almost proud of myself. But i guess thats when it is all done and i get soom rest. LOL I just want to vent so I can sleep piecefully.

I miss you all. But i will probably rest more than chat this evening. It is just a whirl win to go from sick person to lets get this all done now person. But my attitude is because i am sick.

I want the headaches out of the window so i can focus on my health. I am not the only one this effects and WOW. Guess I am pretty stong opinionated today. I wasn't going to take no for an answer. I was impatient and felt like my life depended on this. I ususally have more control. Maybe i freaked my family out. Everyone agrees that is in there best interest. It was just i was taking there right to argue with me away today. So I gave them some time this evening to argue with me. I didn't want to be so forceful that they felt pushed into a corner.

But I really let them know I wanted treated with respect. I know they do respect me. Life just has stressful moments.

Hi Milly!

I was wondering where you were.

How is your son doing?

**RESPECT....Just a little bit. LOL Reminded me of that song. Everyone deserves it. I always tell my kids "treat people how you would like to be treated".Hang in there, Milly - and GIVE 'EM HELL!!! Today everyone was nice and happy. I don't know if they respected me? They pretended to because they need me. I fixed some of there mistakes today. I got everyone to agree on the deal. So I have a professional package to present. Then tomorrow i am putting together a project of my own to present. So i will have something going that i can do without bickering. LOL I told them i was approached by a company and asked to find them projects of this kind for a certain price. If they were interested I would bring it to the table. It was a yes or no answer. Now I have to wait and see if it will go or not.

I guess they felt like i was the enemy offering them a buy out. But they were just letting things go. Dad is really mentally unstable. A few of my brothers just don't get it. They don't quite comprehend how sever it is. If i had not looked into things they would not have had anything. So I salvaged every thing today.

For my dad i saved his ego today. I brought him with me when i fixed everything. For him he said it wasn't a money issue as much as a love for the buisness. So he thinks my new job is his new job. Isn't that cute. Well I maybe able to learn a few things from him yet. So i appreciate the company. But I did suggest to him they he let me talk for a change. He said wow that was easy and really quick. Now if I can make money doing this? Then life would be grand. It would be something i could do at my own pace.

My son is well about the same. His eye was hurting last night. I do not like that. He is cut off of the dialation drops. So they treat pain. And almost done with the pred drops. So i do not know? Last appiontment the eye doc said meds helped but have to see when he stops. Still swelling in his chest. He is still on pain meds. Maybe healling at a slow pace.