Hi,
I had my 2 infusions of rituxan. I didn't realize so much steroids came with the infusions, 100 mg of solumedrol. I have so much bone damage from the prednisone since having been on it for nearly 14 years. it is the first thing the doctors prescribe the minute they see me or either they give me a steroid injection. the face ballooning out the whole nine is also not a pretty sight. not to mention the relief is temporary very temporary. and I have yet to receive a bone scan, although I have requested one many times to many doctors. I think they all go to the same school of nonchalance here in
I must say I do not think rituxan is the drug for me. flaring today with a low-grade temp, so not at my best disposition probably. some of the flares have subsided but methotrexate did the same thing at a fraction of the cost. the daily pain level is still at about an 8 which is not that much of an improvement.
I am fast approaching 45 years of age. I have had this disease since age 31 and I have been saying with each new drug this time I will get my life back. well, I am running out of life. and still not able to get my life back. at that time I had my special needs child I wanted to be a better mom to. even though she is no longer here, I still want my life back, and would love my independence back. to be self-sufficient. to work, drive a car, etc.
also, I think this disease effects African-Americans differently. the same symmetrical, flaring, stabbing, burning nightmare is there. but the hands seem to be more crippled by the ra and its autoimmune buddies than with other groups. my hands are severely crippled. and have been so for the last 5 years of having it. more and more each year, however. and now I am afraid I may lose my hands altogether since the rituxan is doing nothing for the hand pain. there is more damage even after the infusion. the damage is occurring quickly now. driving to the grocery store yesterday was an absolute nightmare.
If you are having success with rituxan, I believe you and I think that's wonderful but I guess I would like to hear from those of you who rituxan didn't work for you and you have tried something else that does and could you say what that something else is. I heard there are new meds coming out soon. so I guess that gives us all something to hope for.
well hang in there and take care.
So sorry to hear it didnt work for you, please hang onto the hope that something will be invented for those of us who have no joy with the current meds.
Take care
Lisa
Shelly....Sorry to hear about your little girl.........I have a special needs nephew and he is just the sweetest little guy.
Have you been on MTX since you were dx'd?? I'm just curious because my old RD started me on MTX and never wanted me to be on prednisone unless I felt like I absolutely had to have it....which I did at times and then he would prescribe a low dose for just about a month or so which only made it bearable but never completely knocked the flares out. I first started on 6 pills of MTX and increased to 8 about a year ago because I started flaring again....and still do w/ 8. Just recently added Plaquenil to see if it would help the flaring. I'm not to crazy about starting the biologics but I have 2 very prominent knuckles on my right hand that are starting to take on that RA look....which I am soooooo trying to avoid.
Sorry for the long post, I was just curious as to what meds you have tried & failed...
Good Luck & I wish YOU nothing but the best!!
Hi MsLane, You call that a long post. Then mine must be novels! LOL! Thanks so much for condolences. My Jasmine was a sweetheart too. An angel with eyes much wiser than her years. I think she took care of me just as much as I her. It's something you never get past or get over, losing a child regardless of the circumstances. However, it is true what they say it is better to have loved than never loved at all. Well the same applies to being a mom. I am eternally grateful she chose me to be her mom. I had symptoms for a year. no insurance. I went to the emergency room. they gave me a bottle of ibuprofen and sent me home. when I called back for test results they had no record of me having been there even though they gave me a medical record number, long beach california. I moved back to TN my hometown. where I got a diagnosis. I was placed on more nsaids and given larger and larger doses. the way your doctor did it isn't the way all doctors do it and maybe your doctor is right no one knows. they don't all operate the same. and when you don't know any better you do what your doctor says. I later switched doctors where that doctor wanted to throw to give me everything in the book all at once. including prednisone. right from the start in TN they all gave me prednisone. I am telling as soon as they see me that was the first thing they did. I accepted the prednisone from the new doc and plaquenil. again no insurance for 2 years. I did homeopathic care during that time. no docs would see me without insurance. when i did get insurance. they put me on the enbrel straight away. it was the best thing that every happened to me. supplier ran out of it. when I started it back it never worked the same. I have been searching for that type of relief ever since. and I have been on the methotrexate 4 times, only the injections work for me. they also cause elevated liver enzymes. they don't stop the pain at the maximum dose allowed they just kept the flares at a minimum. I was still in daily pain with nothing to pair it with because I had failed all else, remicade, humira, kineret, now orencia and still on the rituxan so we will see. a very nasty stubborn form of RA. I know I am not alone when I say I wish I could send it back to the deep dark place it came from. well hope all is well. thanks take care. I have to get my six year old to school so I can't write a full reply now but wanted to tell you my experience with Rituxan.Hi Cordelia,
I am sorry for the loss of your mom. And you are right about the stress of it all, no medication can help fight ra under that type of stress. I buried my daughter in 2004 and my mom in 2005. It was tremendously difficult on my body as well as my mind. Frame of mind is everything.
Yes, words of encouragement are always helpful. thank you.
Thanks for sharing your experience with the rituxan. It was the information I was looking for. I will take it all into consideration when making my decision to continue with the rituxan. Continued relief of your symptoms. take care.
I think I'm the one Cordelia is talking about in her post. I took me 6 months to have any kind of response from Rituxan. I've had RA for 9 years and this is the only med that has worked for me.I am sorry to hear your story, Shelly. I really hope the Rituxan will start to work for you.
You know what Cordelia,
At this point, I will probably not get my life back as I had hoped. There is just too much joint damage throughout the body. However, I would be thrilled if it could just get rid of the flares and save my hands from further destruction. I am afraid I don't have the luxury of waiting 6 months however, the relentless attacks on the hands and wrists are just more than they can bear. but we will see. Enbrel is what gave me my energy back. I don't get that type of energy with this medicine at all. but we will see how it goes.
thanks. take care.
Oh okay. Wow 6 months is quite a long time. The good news is that it did eventually work for you but 6 months for me would not help save my hands. Maybe they will have to add something else just to tide me over until the rituxan starts to work. I am prepared to wait 3 months, however. well continued success with rituxan. thanks. take care.I had my first Rituxan infusions in November 2007 with zero improvement.Hi Cordelia,
Thanks for your encouraging words. I know you are just trying to help. It is difficult watching another in pain. and maybe the disappointment in rituxan is what you sense and want to respond to.
While getting my life back was always my motivating factor for trying a new dangerous medication. I know that is no longer possible, not the life I had before RA. and while you make an excellent in that context, the life I want back now is my independence. I still think that is achievable with the right therapy. so the search is still on. as I said I am prepared to give the rituxan 3 months but I can tell you I knew the ebrel would help me the day OF the first injection. I really need something to work that quick in exchange for all of the possible horrific side effects I think it is a reasonable request. or within a few weeks at the most.. that was the reason I started this thread hoping to hear from those who have failed rituxan but is now successful with something else.
I turned to my 80+ year old grandmother after my first injection of enbrel at the end of that day and said I think I can go back to work now and I did after a year of being off work. It isn't the day to day living I have stopped living. I still wake up everyday breathing in the gift of life God has given me, making the absolute best of my situation of what I know to do anyway. Yet, I have been off work close to a year in danger of losing much, including my insurance that pays for the rituxan I am on now. but being a working productive citizen is what a lot of us have had to give up and is what a lot of us call life. I never had any intention of retiring even if I could afford it. My grandfather worked until age 84 and my grandmother until age 80, that is the life I will get back to one way or another.
Also, it wasn't that long ago I was a mom facing the challenges of caring for a small child and also dealing with RA. RA showed up a year after my daughter started to regress at age 2, my guess she regressed from the vaccines DPT in 1993. Many days caring for her I expereinced feverish RA flares. However, the strength of a lioness got me through to give to her some resemblance of a normal life.. There is nothing you won't do for your child even in the middle of daily excruciating pain. somehow you find a way. Now I do it for me and my independence. making the best of a crazy situation. that's all any of us can do. take care.
Shelly, thank you so much for your kind words. I am still struggling to accept and deal with the loss of my sister/best friend; truly the hardest thing ever in my life. Time helps, I know, but not much, at least not yet.