Haven't seen you around the last day or so. How are things going? Hey jasmine, Thanks for the shout out. been a long week with PCP, RH and thereapy appointment along with the stress of dealing with STD people from work. Still feel like i am on the downward spiral, any little thing out of tghe norm and i go into panic mode, seem to have a permanent headache these days. My PCP wants me to see a phychiatrist but cannot get me an appintment before the end of may. and it seem all descisions are on hold till that visit. so more stress. Only oprtion i have been given so far is to wallkin to Emergency room tell them i am suicidal and they will give a phyc evaluation. great for waht we pay out medical insurance for. and of course more issues like this just mean more stress, more pain, and more depressionHang in there Clufus. Do what you've been doing- one foot in front of the other. Take it day by day. You are kept in my prayers.Hi Clufus: