Middle of the night pain. Isn't it the worse. I had the nerve to ask Brett to give me my Enbrel in the middle of the night. He said he would do it first thing in the morning. He gets up early to go to his 6 am AA meeting. I was being selfish. I am just so sick of painkillers. I WANT MY ENBREL. I am too stiff and sore to inject myself. I will wait for him to inject me. I just took my percocet. I hate these painkillers SO MUCH. Yesterday I put a kitchen cleaner in the refrigerator. Everyone laughed about it but truth is - I don't think it is so funny. I am going to water aerobics today (slow motion aerobics for me) and a short walk with dogs with Brett in the morning. We decided our marriage needed our walks, even if they have to be short and slow. I hate these all nighters, don't you????????? I hurt everywhere. My body needs my Enbrel so bad, it shows me how much the Enbrel helps. I am feeling SO crippled. Feet, ankles, knees, hips, wrists AND shoulders. RA MONSTER - GO AWAY
If I was there I'd inject you in a heartbeat!
Sorry your feeling so bad. :(
Well, I got my injection at 5:30 am. 9 now and I feel some better. Water aerobics and walk. I don't think so. Maybe tomorrow. Taking it easy this morning. Brett is giving some homeless guy a ride somewhere he met at the meeting. I wish he would not do that. Makes me nervous.