OK I can't believe I am saying this but what if..................I have been in so much pain the last few days. Some of my worst yet. SO- what if it is the weather. It has rained non stop. Please reassure me that my move to Oregon was not utterly ridiculous. I love being close to my family but if I did not have Kelsey, I don't know if I would have even eaten. I have been in so much pain, under electric blanket, pain pills next to me, need cane to walk and walker to sit on if I have to look for something. I have been feeling so fearful. More than usual. I truly do feel crippled and in need of a caretaker. It is a horrible feeling. I want it to be from the move not the location I moved to.
You mentioned the grieving the process. Depression is the last step before acceptance and healing. Sometimes it's a tough but necessary step that we can't skip.
Alan
Thanks Alan. You may be right. I might just be depressed. Another day............... PS I tried to control my dog today as he is so antsy with all this rain. He knocked my finger out of whack. I now have a very obvious RA finger. It looks like a Z