Awww, I'm sorry you're having a rough day Roxy. *hugs*
I hope you are currently in a hospital hooked up to some nice pain relief getting some rest. :)
I've been watching Star Trek. Why the hell don't we have that technology yet? We could BEAM Roxy to us. That'd be so cool...
KKKAAAAAAHHHHHHNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We would just have one of those little scanner things and zap us all better and then beam us to a big party in Vegas.Roxy.... where are you? Are you allright?
I love your Star Treck idea !!!!! I won't leave my house. It is just pain. PAIN. I will cope or if I don't - I will take a taxi to a clinic for a shot. I am trying to get an early appt. to doctor. I think a cortizone shot would help. I don't know if all this pain is fibro or RA. I hope fibro as it would not be doing damage - right????? I woke up this morning and the bones in my right foot on top feel broken. Last night I panicked and was calling the doctor. The drama of an ambulance is so hard for me. I am coping. Kelsey is taking care of me.
I will never say a bad word about Brett again. He did take care of me. I did not realize how much he did until now. I pray every day he stays sober and I can get better so he can have fun with me again.
I know this is a really really bad flare. I am upping my pred. AGAIN. What else can they do but put me on more pred. and morphine.
I HATE THIS DISEASE. I dreamt last night about before I got RA, hiking. Omg. Roxy I know what you mean about the bones in the top of your foot! I get that too, and it's SO RANDOM. And it hurts, and every time I start thinking "what did I do? Did I hit my foot on something?" Sometimes putting socks on even hurts. I also have this strange lump on my right foot, it's been there as long as I can remember. It's right on top of the bone, and it HURTS when I flare. Weird, huh?
Roxy, I remember you right from the beginning. I recall that you
posted pics of your wedding to Brett, pics of Brett's house and the
surronding area and pics of your dogs wading in the stream and you were
so happy then. And then I recall that you had difficulty drivng
up the mountain to see Brett and what a hassle it was to set up your
computer from the mountain. Also, how you dreamed of someday
getting Kelsey released from the hospital and sharing your home with
her and Brett's son. But you were having pain then too Roxy and
you still had dreams of still being a ranger and I know that you still
do. But Roxy, you never know so don't give up yet. Just hang in
there and find a way to release some of the stress in your life because
stress causes pain, physically and mentally.
So the next question Roxy is, when are you going to write your
book? That would certainly take your mind off of things for a
while and it would be very theurapeutic as well. And, I want an
autographed copy Roxy!!
Roxy, I know that you know all of this stuff, but we all need a
reminder now and then. And that is why I chose now and then for
my name because I also need reminders.
Sending a nice gentle,warm friendly hug. Now doesn't that make you feel a bit better?
now & then39039.5200462963Yes it does and I am feeling better. The pain is not as bad as when I got up. I am hopeful just inpatient - as usual. I have had such a fun life. I have been so blessed. I shouldn't complain but I miss those days that I was like a little kid in a playground but instead I would be on a hike
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