I think they are going to talk Brett into going back for 60 more days. I told them he said he was getting alcohol in there and they said he would lose his freedom this time. So the holidays are kind of sad. But the kids and I will make the most of it. Our decorations did not get moved yet so no tree but we will go to my familys. Brett has to get out of the house. I feel him making me sick - he has me so stressed out. Thank God I got Colton back and he and Kelsey are doing fine together. Had a social worker come by last night for Kelsey. You could tell she was all impressed by our family. The thing is - she hardly talked to Brett - he was out raking leaves. Isn't it sad how deceiving appearances can be. At least, she saw that I was not getting around well so she is going to try to make arrangements for transportation for Kelsey and going to take Kelsey to the YMCA. Also, so far, so good, Colton likes his school.
Let's get the Merry Christmas, Happy New Year thing going. Can we make it happen by willing it to be so?Roxy, I am not a religious fanatic, but since my grandson was diagnosed
with cancer, I have turned to God. I think this probably happens
when we have no where else to turn. It has helped me tremendously
Roxy. I have always said a prayer or two and deep down I was
always a believer in God, but now when I say my prayers, I really mean
it! And, I turn everything over to Him/Her. I just can't believe
how it has taken the burden off my shoulders, so to speak. Try
it, it's free and you have nothing to lose.
Sending a hug...A big one!
I am praying - trust me. I may seem like a fool but if Brett quit drinking, I would take him back in a second. I love this family - he just is not being a part of the family. His family is the bottle and anyone who will drink it with him. I was told it is the alcohol talking about how he could no longer deal with my illness. I want to believe that. I can tell you, Brett and I split up, I am done with men. I have my kids and pets that I can actually trust.
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