This is so eerie. The very same thing happened at the old rafriends forum of long ago. At that time Roxy told every detail of her life no matter how personal it was and we knew mor intimate details of her husband than I knew about my own husband. And yes back then her husband brett was a monster and a drunk and the rest of her famaly was so mean to her and Roxy was just fin as long as the members were saying oh you poor thing, how do you put up wiyth it and how can you stand that drunk monster and Oh your family is so mean. But once members started saying maybe you shouldn't talk about your family that way and maybe she should seek counsaling she grabbed her marbles and went back crying to ai. That was back when joonie (juniper) was an administrator and got caught breaking into the PM boxes and joonie made up some wild story about opening the PMs looking for her name or some stupid thing. That was pretty much the end of rafriends. But talking about going around in circles and just like deja vu roxy doesn't like the responses here so she takes her marbles and leaves. It would have been nice to be able to talk to brett and get his side of the story. Deanna loved being her counselor because Deanna could tell of her pittiful life while she counseled Roxy about her mean family and how wonderful Roxy was to put up with it. The next biggest drama queen is Deanna and Deanna is supposed to be writing a book about her tough life. It would be nice if she would wait for the book to be published and then if we want to read it we can by the book. Nobody has had it as rough as Deanna. Roxy used to try to post at rasushi but she got very little response. Even Deanna kept her resposes short at RAsushi because there was nobody to read her lenghy response so roxy would have to come back here and then all of the rasushi people would keep her post going for three pages. Oh you poor thing. Brett is Bad. You are good. Bla bla bla bla bla. This is so kewl. Wooo hooo. get a life.......teresaDaisy!! You are a real crack up
Karen
PS, Between my sore hands, back and neck and my dialup connect it takes me long enough to post what I do LOL!!!!
Don't worry about it Daisy. I've been blamed like 3 times for posting sh*t that I didn't. People without lives that's all it equals up to. I've even been called a liar about fighting a local fire and being a volunteer firefighter despite my prognosis being so bad and my medical team (4 doctors for you smart asses) being so protective. I've been here longer than anyone. I've been here for well over 10 years and back then it was not like this. The new owner and the people who post here now have ruined A.I's name and they are guilty of that. Now though I say the people who post here that doesn't mean everyone. They know who they are yet they don't give a damn they say they post to the trolls for entertainment. I can only imagine what they do to their families in the need for "entertainment". Like I said, they have no lives. If they did they wouldn't do what they do and they are subconsciously insanely jealous of those who do have lives.
I am what I say I am. Not the other way around. I have a severe disability yet I go and risk my life for other people who I don't even know on volunteer basis. Now there are weeks, even months at time sometimes when I can't do this. Those times are getting more and more frequent. So as I loose another thing that I have enjoyed for years and thru the years have had to modify my duties to accomidate my disability, I loose another part of myself.
The majority of you have RA and you were an adult well into your late 20's to mid 30's upon the onset of the disease. You had time to do what you wanted. You got to play with the other kids when you were little. You got to go to the school dances everytime because you weren't afraid of your legs giving out on you infront of your peers and the deadly embarassment that would follow. You've never had to be my age and literally push someone away just so you wouldn't cause them to do nothing but worry about you and so you wouldn't hurt them by getting worse. Hell you even got to go to highschool all four years. I haven't been allowed to go since I was a sophmore when my dad had his heart attack and the stress from that event made me worse and developed several new auto immune diseases. You've never within my age had to go against someone's last will and testiment what they wanted you to do, someone who taught you damn near everything you know and hold dear. Someone who taught you the virtues of honor. How to gain honor and most importantly keep it to your name. They asked that I be a pall bearer. I couldn't though and I had just turned 18. Yet another person, that I have let down.
Most of you don't know a damn bit about what things like those feel like when you are so early in your life. Most of you don't know about never having a child hood.
But just because you had a good decade or two maybe 3 or more doesn't mean bad things similar to what I have been thru hasn't happened to you. It has to all of us. But at least you were older and didn't have to learn what real life is like when you were at an age to still believe in Santa Clause like the other kids. People are out there who are worse off than I am and I know that. But I don't try to question them. Nor do I question what they do because they love it and they try to help other people.
I have almost died 4 times within my almost two decade long life. No one but family and friends knew about that though till now. Now most of those times were when I took unnessasary risks and did things my doctors ordered me not to do. I brought it on myself but it was my decision to answer those calls or go help a friend when no one else could. No one elses. Have any of you ever went that far for your fellow human being? I'm sure some of you have but it's not a common thing. That's why people think i'm just great. I am not great. I just try to do what people should do. I don't care if anyone here believes me because God, my family, my friends, and I know it's the truth. That's all that matters.
I haven't told you people this to impress anyone that's not why I do what I do. Honestly I don't know why I have told you all this. It's kind of like jumping into the water where you know the sharks are in a feedy frenzy. But that and limping into a burning house to get someone out could be considered the same thing. Maybe you all will realise that there is more than just being mean to others who already hurt so very much rather if you do it intentionally or not.
I have never lied on this board. Lieing period is a habit which I have never developed. I am who I say I am. I have done the things I have said I have done. Which also means I didn't do the things I have said that I didn't do.
God knows i'll get flammed for this. But I don't care anymore. I believe this would be the proper occasion to recite a old saying that I know, "Here is to all who wish me well, the rest can go to hell." I firmly believe in that by the way.
Also, I apologize in advance to the good people here and to my God Mother who reads this board...
To the rest of you who have been derogotorry to me or others, to you people who do such things for entertainment, I tell you this: Get a life. But most importantly... f**k OFF YOU PATHETIC ASSHOLES!
Again, that wasn't intended for everyone and I do apologize for my language. Also, you won't see me here again. Actually I recommend leaving this f**ked up place. It's like a Jerry Springer show except everyone are gimps and the large majority are bitchy females.
To my friends, supporters, whatever you wish to call it, please take care of yourselves. You know who you are.