I am so emotional tonight...I yell, grip and cry at the drop of a hat. I've been in a flare since NOAH GOT OFF THE ARK! Not taking the Prednisone, because it's so bad for you, I quit smoking at the beginning of January, but boy could I smoke! Missing my Grandmother terribly!!! She was the one I talked to about everything. And she would have understood completely what I am going through because she herself had RA & Lupus. I so wish she was here, I can't even tell you.
I'm just sick and tired of being tired and sick!
I'M SENDING YOU A CHILL PILL ASAP!!!
Sorry you're having a bad night Aww ((((hugs))). I hope you feel better soon!Hope you feel better soon -
Lisa- I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. I can really sympathise with you as its global at the moment.Try to do the things that make you feel good ( relax with a good book or dvd and a warm drink) chat to friends and remember it will pass.A good cry isnt a bad thing as this disease comes with so much emotion we have to let it out somehow.Keep venting if it makes you feel better, we are all here to listen.
Take care. I hope you feel better soon
Lisa UK
Oh Lisa, I'm sorry you are so down and having such a hard time right now. Do you think you need to talk to your doctor about a change in your meds?
With regard to your grandmother, I do understand. I lost my father 10 years ago, but when I am down he's the one I want to comfort me still. And you know, I really think he does. Our loved ones who have crossed over are around us a lot, but most especially when we really need them. I still talk to my Dad, and pour out my heart to him, and I know he hears me, and I see signs that he is still in my life. Your grandmother is still right beside you, helping you through this time.
Here is a poem I found shortly after my Dad died that has always said it just right for me:
And if I go while you're still here. . .
Know that I still live on,
Vibrating to a different measure
Behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me,
So you must have faith.
I wait the time when we can soar together again,
Both aware of each other.
Until then, live your life to the fullest.
And when you need me
Just whisper my name in your heart,
. . . I will be there.
Lisa...we all have our good days and bad days (or nights in your case
BTW...congrats on kicking the smoking
Lisa, I have the upmost admiration for you for quiting smoking. My addiction is sugar and I can't imagine telling anyone that I "quit" sugar or my secondary addiction, carbs, while dealing with the frustrations of this disease. When I'm having a bad day I just want a piece of chocolate.
I hope you're feeling better, and give yourself a pat on the back. You deserve it.