I am so stressing about this. My husbands brother is getting married next month. They are not overly close but do speak on the phone on a somewhat regular basis. Their wedding is 5 hours away. A five hour drive is torture for me. We are also supposed to pick up his other brother at the airport before we leave but of course he hasn't made the flight reservations so who knows when that is going to be. Now, I just find out today that we are supposed to be there at 1pm on a Friday to help set up for the rehearsal dinner, (that means leaving at like 7am
What does your husband say?Could you possibly go the day before, stay at a hotel, and then stay one
day longer so it's not all so condensed? Or is there a small airport so that
you can fly instead of driving? Also, please tell whoever is planning that
you are not physically up to setting up furniture (isn't that what caterers
are for?) If you have a hotel room you can leave whenever you feel tired
and go lay down.
So do your in-laws think that no religious person ever gets sick? Or if
they do it must be because they're faking their faith? I'm sorry, but that is
just so smug and annoying (I know you have similar feelings about it).
If I were you I would do everything I could to be nice to myself through it,
don't worry about saying "no" (they're called 'boundaries'), be gracious to
the annoying in-laws and try to have a good time, if possible.
Unfortunatly weddings are family obligations and they're not called "crisis
rites" for nothing!Or if your husband is okay with it, don't go!I cant beleive I am in a similar situation. Too long of a story but I think I want to be honest but may lie about it . I havent made up my mind.
The truth is I just dont want to go to a friends kids wedding. ( I knew her since I was twelve) There is lots of drinkers in her family and my husband has been sober for 25 years this September. My husband absolutely dosent want to go. How do I tell her that?? I dont want to go either. I dont like her relatives and I have put up with them for the last time. ( The last wedding)
Michele, Cant you just lie and say you are having a flare and send your husband. He will understand. It's his family so he will be comfortable. If not you may have to suck it up and go anyway.
I thought about going earlier to rest but I have to work, getting the whole day off Friday is getting me into hot water with the boss as it is. I may be able to leave an hour to two early Thursday, I am supposed to work until 6, its a half hour commute home. So, if we do that, it will be midnight or later before we get there!
Respect and courtesy are traits to be found in civilized people. You are indeed deserving of both and they, respect and courtesy, are two-way streets.
Your husband should be standing by you on this one but because he doesn't want to stand-up for you and put his family in their place his being pissed at you is his way of avoiding his responsibility to you. When a man/woman marry their first responsibilty is to their relationship!
I don't ordinarily give advice but this time I say, "Don't Go." Nobody knows how you feel and evidently aren't considering how you feel and your ultimate responsibility in regard to your health is with you.
Take Care Sweetie.
I'm afraid I have to respectfully disagree. I say suck it up and go if you can. It's obviously important to your husband that you be there, and that should mean something. As long as they want you around, be there! I know it will be hard, but sometimes you do hard things in a marriage, because it's important to the other person. This is his brother, and his family, and he wants his wife to be there with him.
In-laws can be tough - many of us have in-law stories. But no matter how difficult they are, they raised the man you love, so if nothing else, be grateful to them for that. And Michele, you are such a sweetheart, I know you can find people at the wedding to visit with and have a good time.
Do whatever you need to do to make it easier on yourself. Stop often while traveling, get out and move around. Do the things you need to do to make it comfortable and bearable, but please try to go. And try to do it without complaining and presenting it like you're being a martyr. (Not that you would, please, I don't mean that, I just mean put on a happy face and do it for your husband without making him feel guilty about it.) I know you and your hubby have been through some tough times lately, and this could be a bigger deal to him than you realize.
If you ever hope to get along with the out-laws, it is a command performance. You can get out of the work by simply telling them that you are not well. I like the idea of going up a day early.
J
My parents are the same way. "If you pray and believe in God you will be well and have no pain"
Hi,
I agree with Watchingwolf. Don't go. Take care.
Michele, I don't ever give advice in personal situations but this one warrants a response. I also believe that respect, compassion, and consideration are a two way street and if I know that I'm going to be in a social situation where none of those things are present I don't go. Why, to make yourself more miserable? To end up in a fight with your husband or his family? To suppress your anger and increase your stress level? Going to this wedding isn't going to make or break your marriage. If you don't go, your husband will use it to either weaken or strengthen the marriage and to support you or not support you. Not going or going to this wedding isn't the problem in your marriage and it won't be the solution.
If you make your mind up not to go - DON'T FEEL GUILTY, look at it as some time to yourself. There are a lot of different opinions on this one and the answer lies only within you. We're all very different people and our experiences are as varied. Spend some quiet time in the next couple of weeks, look into your heart and find the answer. We can only tell you what we'd do and that might not be the right thing for you to do. Lindy
Michele, ultimately only you can make the decision to go or not. If you think it may hurt your relationship with your hubby if you don't, it may be best if you did. You've had a hard time lately coping with pain and depression and I feel so bad for you. Good luck on whatever you decide and try to have a good time.
Tell your inlaws that God gave wisdom and knowledge to Drs.to help people. Luke was one of the four major deciples who wrote the Gospels and he was a PHYSICIAN. Nowhere in the Bible does God tell people not to go to Drs. or use medicines. That's absurd!!
[QUOTE=Gimpy-a-gogo]Could you possibly go the day before, stay at a hotel, and then stay one
day longer so it's not all so condensed? Or is there a small airport so that
you can fly instead of driving? Also, please tell whoever is planning that
you are not physically up to setting up furniture (isn't that what caterers
are for?) If you have a hotel room you can leave whenever you feel tired
and go lay down.[/QUOTE]
I think this is a great idea. it would solve a lot of your issues both with travel and having your own space.
'I'm afraid I have to respectfully disagree. I say suck it up and go if you can. It's obviously important to your husband that you be there, and that should mean something. As long as they want you around, be there! I know it will be hard, but sometimes you do hard things in a marriage, because it's important to the other person. This is his brother, and his family, and he wants his wife to be there with him.'
I also agree with Hillhoney, sometimes you just have to suck it up. Buy a copy of the book, Bad Things Happen to Good People, and give it to your in-laws. Even Paul suffered 'a thorn in his flesh' that he asked God to take away but he didn't. Your RA has NOTHING to do with where you are spiritually.
'Oh, yeah, sweetie, you probably SHOULD go to the wedding. But refuse to move furniture. Maybe go get a facial instead!!
MsMidge, that is one FANTASTIC idea!
There has been lots of advice given, its up to you to make up your mind what to choose. Don't use your RA as an excuse to get out of something you just don't want to do (which is what I think this wedding is). Just make sure you arrange things for your comfort physically and emotionally, but be there with a smile on and find someone un-obnoxious to chat with and have a great time. The last thing you want to do is give the in-laws 'ammunition' for future sermons.
My situation was somewhat similar. My sister was getting married yet my fiance' would not travel to go with me after I had gone not only to his daughters' wedding but to his nephew's wedding as well. Now that may not sound too significant but my nephew was visiting in Michigan from California at the time with his new baby.
Point being, I drove to visit my sis, nephew and baby ( 3 1/2 hours from Muncie to Portage)then drove back for wedding #1......after wedding drove back to MI to visit my sis, nephew and baby, then drove back to wedding #2 ( tim was the photographer for that wedding and really wanted me there and also his parents had flown in for both weddings). After wedding #2 drove back to visit the last of few days my nephew and baby would be in Michigan, next time I would see them would be over a year.
I was totally exhausted and on the verge of my ulcers. The car was racking up miles and it was rather expensive to say the least. I did this all for Tim but he did not see it that way.
Then my sister was to be married and I was the maid of honor..... Tim would not go to the wedding. I was very hurt. Extremely hurt actually especially after all the traveling I did because he wanted me to be at the 2 weddings. Life is so unfair!
I never complained, nagged or became angry, maybe I should have, maybe that would have made a difference. I wanted to be with my family and also with him and his family so I worked out the scheduling to manage both places...and it was just not good enough. Bummer huh?
Try to work things out with your hubby and remember that you do not have to particpate as a guest..it would be nice since your hubby is in the wedding but let's face it, not all of us are able to do that. If the in-laws give you crap, chances are they will give you a hard time regardless of either decision you make. You are kind of in a "no-win" situation here so when that happens, I always do what is best for my health and for those closest to me. That may or not be what you need to do. Sleep on it a few days and see how you feel about it.
Good luck on your decision.
jode
Michele - This is such a hard question but break it down into pieces
Only go if you are feeling able to do so, dont go if your pain levels and fatigue is really bad. It wont do you any good and it might put extra pressure on your relationship.
If you do feel relatively ok then go but maybe while they are getting the place ready for the rehersal you might be able to rest up or go for that facial. If during the rehersal dinner you feel unable to cope then make your excuses and leave, if Will needs to stay on then say thats ok as he is in the wedding party. Get lots of rest before the wedding and get Wills support in case his parents arent unerstanding.
First and foremost though is both you an Will need to speak about this before you go and make plans should things be bad for you.
As for the dogs.........well if i was any closer I would look after them
Now if you are definately on the verge of seperation and you don't care one way or the other about apperances I say definately blow it off. What's the point, right? They won't be your family much longer and who cares what they think or how you make your husband feel, right?
I understand the In-Law thing. Although mine aren't quite as bad as yours they aren't exactly crazy about me and I'm not exactly crazy about them. However for my husbands sake I put on a good face and I treat them with respect that I feel would make my husband proud. It's about my husband and showing respect to him more than it is about the In-Laws. You are actually lucky that yours live so far away. Honestly; how often do they even come into play in your daily life?
Obviously my husband and yours are quite different though. My husbands first concern would be about me and my comfort during this trip. He would see to it that accommodations were made if nessesary that would put me at ease. Maybe in the end your husband will end up doing that as well.
I think in the end you need to ask yourself what is most important to you with this situation.
I hope everything works out for you.
Wow, that was great! I really appreciate all the varying opinions and everyone sharing your personal stories with me.
Oh michele, its horrible that things have to be this way but I think its now that you have to sit down with Will and sort out what is important to you both. Your health is important as its how you function everyday and Will should be supportive, I say should be as its probably hard for him to see you so ill.
A fully functioning married life is great in an ideal world but with any disease this world is far from it. Money issues are important but not to that degree . I am all for a positive attitude but you cant force it if you are dealing with pain. Have you seen a marriage counsellor?It might be what you both need to understand how the other is feeling.
The wedding is important to Will but not as important as his wife.
Take care Michele
Bow out gracefully? Michele if you're not feeling well, I'd just bow out period. Don't worry about the in-laws and the rest of the family....they will get over it or they won't. Your health is more important than any conclusions they come to or gossiping they decide to do. It's not like you're keeping Will from going. He should go and he should have a good time with his family. I really don't see the big deal. I'm not saying anything bad about Will however, I am disappointed that he's not being more understanding. My boyfriend goes back and forth. He'll be very helpful and supportive and then the next time he may act like a total jerk and have an attitude. It used to make me feel guilty and I'd force myself to do things I knew I shouldn't or wasn't up for just so I didn't have to deal with his MOOD. I have learned not to do that anymore because the only person it hurts in the end is me. His mood is his problem and he has the option of leaving if he really can't deal with it. Sometimes I have to set him straight and tell him "I know this disease is hard for you and you hate it but let me tell you something...you don't hate it more than I do and be thankful you don't have it because I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I wish EVERY DAY that it would go away but it's not going to so let's try to deal with it together the best we can". I have learned that during some of our talks he's not angry AT me, he is angry at this disease and the pain and limitations it causes. It's hard for them too and although it doesn't affect them the same way as it does us...it certainly affects them and their life as well. I had to laugh at the part that they said if you found God you'd be cured (not sure if those were your exact words). My ex mother-in-law used to tell me I had the devil in me just because I didn't go to church
Good luck to you Michele & let us know how it goes.
Peace & Love...Neasy
Michele how are you doing? Any updates on the wedding ordeal? I've been watching to see if you've posted. I know there's no easy way to deal with the situation and wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
Peace & Love....Neasy
I was also curious to see what you decided and how this played out. Post when you can. Love, JI finally can see why Will has no idea how to support someone he loves through illness. Those marriage vows say in sickness and in health for a reason, but somehow his family has twisted illness into a lack of faith on your part.
Why don't you ask these people to pray you well at the wedding since their faith is so powerful?
Can you find a hotel that allows dogs so you can bring the kids with you? That would comfort me, if I was in your shoes.
LOL, Good idea Marian!!